EgoCentrism

Egocentrism is a characteristic of a child in its preoperational stage (age 2-7) of having the tendancy or being likely to believe that others look at things the same way as oneself, neglecting others' perspectives. This stage prevails even as we grow. For example, some people think that they are good and wonders why they aren't appreciated but forget that what is good to one might not be to another. We have to keep in mind that different people have different perspectives and not getting acceptance by one or some, doesn't mean we aren't good =).

Money Well Spent???

Has anyone not done anything stupid in life?

I lent someone $400 years ago when he told me how poor he was but I see him going to salon to do his hair, buy new laptop, new clothes and working still, while I was just a JC kid who happened to saved enough to lend him my hard saved money...

That guy never intend to return as he told me "...my friend lend me thousands and never demand for a return..." I still lend him the money as I thought we can be good friends at least and my friend once told me that to spend a few hundreds to see through a person is worth it...

Now, I see him wearing Gucci, Channel, Y-3, etc and I think we aren't really friends. Felt that I am being make used of and he is really disgusting... OMG...

Life UPDATE...

It was a long time since I last posted something here... I did not post for the past few years because I was afraid to post things that I shan't. Looking back at my post I can see a change in me. Reading some events still make my heart heavy... I am glad that I have moved on.

Sign... after these years things in life have had a dramatic change. My family is in chaos. There is less favouritism but... My Father is having an affair outside!!! Everybody in the family shuns away from him now and so he doesn't care much about everyone else either. My grandma is especially affected by this matter. My Father could even bring that lady home and lied to us that they are just godbrother and godsister relationship... Shit him... He thought we didn't know any thing about them but we knew it all!!!!!

The biggest headache is that I am now furthering my studies. I do not have the time to handle the situation and I really do not know what I can do??? Now, he doesn't really care about the family anymore but I still need him to fiancially support my studies. Knowing that , I also have to try to live independently. In case he really leaves us one day. I make myself work and study at the same time. Having to juggle my 24h with work and studies is not easy. I really want to do well this time as it will affect my future so I really do not have much time for other activities. I have already cut down on unneccessary meetings.

Actually, it is also not because I do not have time to handle the situation. It is also because I will get emotional if I hear or know more about what my father is doing... It hurts us...=(

I am only trying to make the situation better by not aggravating the situation. I would try to spend more time with my grandmother and hope she is emotionally ok and not too affected. I do not want her to fall under depression again. My bros are ok. I hope my mom is ok also though we also do not talk much these days. This is very sad. My family is only not separated because of this house... =( We three brother, at least me and my big bro, stay together because of our brotherhood and our bond with our beloved grandma. The broken family seems impossible to piece back already. I just hope it can at least maintain it's shape now...

ORD loh!!!
Met up with my army friends recently and asked him about his life. He is still in the army and was grumbling that life is ok but boring... ops :P

Was out from NS on the 15th July 2008, what a relieve... actually army life is ok but having to be confined is the sick thing. Every Sunday when everyone stay home to sleep and get ready for their next working day, we have to rush back to camp to get ready our next training day... Worse when we have to return back camp during public holidays... =(

Life in camp, everything have to listen to higher command... so there is less freedom. I like to exercise but in army you do not have the luxury to train up yourself slowly... fast results are always expected so every PT session is stretching you to achieve IPPT gold... Another irritating thing in camp is there are some people who you will always find them difficult to work with and giving you trouble...

Ooo...Gone were the days!!! So happy to gain back my freedom. Now i can choose what I want to sleep, what time i want to wake up, when i want to do sports, when i want to return home and so much more... EVERYDAY!!!! YEAH!!!...

Only one thing bothers me and it's being bothering me all these while... I have no income :( so have to be thrifty... so sad when i go out and see things i want to buy but i have to control myself... Was jobless for about a month. Now i am working, but the pay only comes in on the 12... got to wait patiently for the day where I can spend more freely...

I started working on the 8th September 2008 as a primary school TEACHER in Greendale Primary, a new school in Punggol Area... Yes, I am 21 and yes, i am a Teacher... but i am an untrained teacher. Due to my ORD date I cannot enter this year's cohort in NIE so i can only enter next year. I am offered to be an untrained teacher so I can have a feel of how being a teacher is like and so I can better evaluate my choice.

So far, I find teaching is actually quite fun and challenging. Dealing with kids is not as easy as one thinks. Being notorious is not the only challenging about today's kids. Some kids today have psychological or emotional problems that are difficult to tackle. I have seen a few in my school and with them in a class is enough to make your whole lesson tiring. haha... Now I understand that just having a one hour lesson is already quite draining... you have to constantly maintain the discipline of your students to make sure they pay attention. To make sure they can hear you, you have to talk loudly and clearly throughout the lesson too... I teach Maths, Science, Art and Music is my school, all and all i have 6 classes. The most tiring is actually music lesson although i love music. Realising that kids have a shaper voice, to let them learn to sing a long, I have to sing with a higher key and loud enough for the whole class to hear-this really trains you diaphragm... haha. Another thing is that you have to hear the children repeat the song a few times... their songs are quite lalaby so it can make you go to sleep haha. But as a teacher you must continue to show enthusiasm and energy to engage the class.

Haha another funny thing is you have to be very child like when communicating with the kids which at times make me feel a bit girlish haha :P my GOD!!!! Shall update more on my stories... wait and see...

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RESTART...

"Why?!, Why am I always being misunderstood???" I believe I have a good personality and I don't look bad... however, I guess I have a problem with projecting the right image to people I want to know online. Haiz... I do not want that to happen all the time. Have been thinking of how to improve the situation. Then, I think starting back my blog will be one good solution.

I use to have this blog in my JC days when I was emotional... haha many things happened and I do not really have a listening ear. Keeping them in heart really makes my life miserable so I chose to just write them down in my blog... now, I start back this blog hoping to make people understand me better and also to remember important events. Didn't continue to blog in the past as it was really time consuming with a pentium II and a 56k modem haha. Now with a new Com and Cable I think blogging should be much easier =)

So once again, hello to all out there who is reading my blog...

WELCOME TO MY LIFE =)

*^Pa|eMooN^*

Juz registered for this blogger today. I wanna treat this website as sort of a journal for me and i m gonna name it,"(*palemoon*)". I love this name very much as this name comes from a game called Dragon force. It's a superb nice game but it is not on sale anymore.Only the old sega saturn set could play this and luckily I still have the set and the game unspoiled... :D hehe.

Palemoon is a kingdom ruled by Lord Teiris, an elf queen who is a kind hearted spirit user. Althought she is physically weak, she possesses strong internal and mental strength making her a great leader.There are altogether 2 empire,4 kingdoms and 2 nations. They were in a state of war due to a dark god,"Madruk". He was created by one of the elder gods and he wishes to destroy this land called,"Legandra",created by Goddess Astea and her three sisters. He already started his plans to destroy Legandra 300 yrs back but was put to sleep after a long battle with Stardragon, "God Harsgalt" who tried to help Astea prevent legandra from being destroyed. After 300yrs, Astea and Harsgalt created 8 chosen worriors to be born and now they are scattered over the vast land of legandra. The 8 chosen warriors are not surprisingly the 8 kings/ Queens of the 8 different empire, nations and kingdoms. They are King of Light, Wein of Highlands kingdom, Queen of Water Teiris of Palemoon kingdom, Lord of Darkness Goldark of Fardaria Empire, King of Fire Reinhart of Tradnor Kingdom, Lord of the Wind Mikhal of Izumo nation, Lord of the Forest Gongos of Bozack nation, Lord of Might Leon of Topaz Kingdom and Mysterious Death Knight Junon of Tristan Empire. Some of these kings where told by Astea that they are one of the chosens and are to search for the others in the vast land of Legandra. Might be Astea's arrangment, the war fought bring all of them together as they encounter each other and finding out all about themselves in the end. Then, soon getting ready to fight the dark god Madruk, after getting the Stardragon Power from God Harsgalt. I love Teiris the most in this game, due to her eiligence, her beauty, her power, her character and the way she sways to summon her power. Her magic element is water and I love water element as well. She is gentle,caring and intelligent making her able to lead the dragon force with love ultimately. Therefore, I love Palemoon kingdom as it has all that I love in it . It sorts of resembles me as well :P I have a care and loving nature to everything around me. I treasure peace and I can lead with love.My co-curricular activity(CCA) in school is NCC and I have done well in it based on juz one word,"LOVE".Moreover, I love the moon very much... Opps... I think i written too much today...i shall write more about me tml...it's 2:15am liao...goin to sleep...nitez (*paleMooN*)...

P.S. see more here... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQXdMSnoK6A&feature=related
http://www.rpgdreamers.com/df/index.html